I know it hurt you, it hurt me too. But now that you're gone all I know is I miss you. You were there for so long I never thought you would leave. I thought you had another year waiting up your sleeve. The day that you left was the saddest of my life. I remember sitting at home and crying all day and night. I might be selfish but I wish you were here, or if you had stayed just one more year. You had to let go even though you were holding on for so long, but there will not be a day when I don't think of you and how you were so strong. Your always in my heart, there you will stay. Love you Grandpa Ryan, Alicia and Chloe