So sorry to hear about your great, great loss. Death is so hard to take when someone you love is gone at not just at such an early age but also because of sickness and God knows this, that is why at Isaiah 33:24 we read that: No resident will say I am sick, so soon we want worry about losing our loved ones to sickness for it will be gone forever never to return. Please find some comfort in this and that soon God will bring back to life all those in his memory. So soon you may see Dylan again doing what he loved and you enjoying him again.