Bj, ever since Sunday, there has been a void in our lives. All I think about is how is Adam going to get through this and of the things you would've wanted. Even though we were separated, I never stopped caring for you and your well being. I always wanted you to be happy in your life. I really truly hope that that was the case with you. I hope that Adam will always carry the great memories he has of you and they will never be far from his heart. I find so much comfort in the fact that you always put him first in your life and took every moment you could with him. I promise you that I will never let him forget how much you love him. He will never forget that! He was a very lucky young man to have such a loving father one that would go to great lengths to be with him. For that I thank you. I hope that you are at peace with everything and I'm so thankful that you were watching over him Saturday and that you continue to that. He will need to feel you close to him and I know you will be.